We had wine with friends last night. The evening was fun. But I am living proof of drinking today is borrowing happiness from tomorrow. I woke up at 3 AM with wine belly and racing thoughts. Never fell back asleep. Insides are melting so just alternating between working (which is super fun hungover) and going to the bathroom. I feel like a poofed out stay puff marshmellow man and look like shit. Was it worth this? No. The answer is no. I was planning to do "Dry January" (because the idea of stopping drinking forever is too much for me to wrap my head around right now and I have to start somewhere) - but perhaps going to accelerate that a couple of days and just start now. So I can enjoy the rest of my vacation.
smorgan97
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